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sometimes i daydream about the people i hate most calling me or showing up somehow in my life and the joy i would feel in being able to finally say what i know is true

this is never true of ray

sometimes i wonder what 2019's friends think of me, ray's friends, drag or music friends. i imagine crossing paths with them too. i don't know what i would say. i wonder what they would say. 

i feel a strong urge to protect sky from myself.