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i had a great idea yesterday

i forgot to write it down

i'm so tired. i'm also very shaky today. all my big muscles.

I AM REALLY GOOD AT MY JOB WHEN I AM TIPSY
(the correct calculation is 1.5 beers)

i am so tired. how can this be what people do why do we have to live in structures that make us live this way

i can't even choose suicidality because i will just walk away with $10k in medical debt unless i succeed and i don't want to die i just want to REST and in a coffin is ok