literally everyone causes me pain. unsolicited advice that is uninformed. kneejerk emotional reactions. superficial desires in place of deep morality or vision. 

i would rather be alone 

don't fucking tell me not to do ANTHING i want to do. i am going to do it! don't tell me not to pick a battle or project. i am going to do it. i am going to do anything i want to do. and i am not going to pick up YOUR hurt feelings about MY autonomy, vision, desire, or ability. 

i am not going to be the friend you want me to be. i am not going to be your daily person to text. i am not going to support stupid ideas, bad relationships, or harmful reactions. i think you should divorce your husband. i think you should put your kid in public school. i think you should be in therapy. i think you should shut the fuck up. 

people i hate

all maga people, all republicans, all self professed conservatives

all AI execs, most high tech people, most weapons manufacturing people

all law enforcement, up thru the federal acronyms, down thru the social workers

everyone who has ever abandoned me

mary baker eddy and every christian science practitioner

my sister, my mother, my grandmother, my great grandmother 

all of my exes

ray, deb, kim, that blonde bitch, everyone who has ever supported ray financially

everyone in ckap

caitlin, libby, katie, michele, every female who waltzed away 

brian bouchard, kristen pepera, the short doctor who called me fat, most clinical people

the entire c suite at lifeworks plus a couple more directors 

half of cleveland city council, scott osiecki, carole ballard, brian kazy, mike polensek, blaine griffin

everyone who makes business decisions for every health insurance company

everyone sitting on a board of a multinational corporation