I don’t know what’s more traumatizing: what actually happened, or knowing that I won’t remember most of it in another year 

Don’t forget three showers a night. Don’t forget sex addiction. Don’t forget a quarter a day. Don’t forget cocktail of meds. Don’t forget Kristen threatening inpatient. Don’t forget you lost your job. Don’t forget him screaming, pacing, raging, crying, throwing, breaking, painting, hitting, lying, buying, using, lying.