november 24, 2020

i will never forget the moment when ray said
DONT you dare do an intervention

at that point i had not even realized the extent of what was happening
but ray knew

how did i wind up married to someone who turns to facebook messaging mariska hargitay and then asks me to affirm that choice as though it was any kind of choice

no one loves me because i know how to find orion, or the story of cassiopeia
these are after all human stories
and humans do not love me

how did i wind up married to someone who calls the trevor hotline to tell them about me as though my behavior is the problem