i wonder what it would be like to receive support from my family

i wonder what it would be like if my mother loved me 

i wonder what it would be like if my father listened to me 

i wonder what it would be like if my sister had remained in relationship with me at all

i wonder what it would be like if any of my extended family members had been close to me or our family unit at all

i wonder what it would be like if i had never left ohio

i wonder what it would be like if i had never left maryland

i wonder what it would be like if men treated me as an equal

i wonder what it would be like if the medical system had offered me any real resources

i wonder what it would be like if i had not had to perpetually babysit my lawyer

i wonder what it would be like if sean had not been an alcoholic

i wonder what it would be like if jared had been single

i wonder what it would be like if sara had been dedicated to our friendship

i wonder what it would be like if libby had not been with kurt

i wonder what it would be like if i had stayed skinny

i wonder what it would be like if i had gotten and stayed pregnant ever