Things I know about how to go crazy 

1) love someone / something / somewhere, lose someone / thing / where

2) ask for help from professionals, let them fail 

3) let those that will take everything — it’s easier

4) let the abuser tell their stories — it’s easier

5) always hold all of the legal and financial risk — it’s easier 

6) always take the path of least resistance and most loss

7) because none of it matters 

8) every cycle of life is trauma

9) you can’t even take your coping skills with you when you’re gone 

10) so do the drugs & fuck anyone you want