what would you choose, if you could choose anything?
i would choose the person who treats me poorly: because i know how to deal with that.
i would choose the job that dulls my soul, because i know how to deal with that.
i would choose the housing that is cheap and pestridden, because i know how to deal with that.
i would choose the comfortably painful over the painfully uncomfortable.
i would choose burying all of this, over unpacking it.