there is no space in my life right now for anyone who i feel any level of doubt about their ability to recognize and witness my trauma or my healing

i bless and release all those who came to me through ray

i would rather be alone than fight with anyone, i would rather hear silence than song, i would rather be in control of my home, i would rather hold myself down than let anyone else try

i would put ray in jail without batting an eye

i have gone too long without being heard